4 tahun terakhir

wow..ternyata saya ini g rajin nulis yaa..
buktinya terakhir kali update blog ini 4 tahun yang lalu? Isn't that weird??
dan yg paling ajaib adalah blog ini masih aktif..hahaha
should wonder to God?or say thanks to God?

well well well
my life so far so.....g tau ya bagus atau nggak, mungkin kalo ak bisa lebih bersyukur aku bakal bilang,it's been great,tapi kayaknya aku masih harus banyak belajar bersyukur deh.

selama 4 tahun terakhir,,saya sudah masuk kuliaaahh..
penuh dengan seleksi alam(maksudnya ya akunya yg di seleksi)hehe
setelah melewati banyak ujian dan beli formulir yg lumayan menguras uang ibuku,akhirnya pada pecobaan terakhir snmptn,keterimalah saya di Universitas negeri di kota asal,,agak sedih juga selama hampir 17 tahun g pernah merantau..huhuhu
tapi ya diliat aja sih sisi baiknya dari hidup g merantau,lebih terjamin hidupku,g usah ngekos, makan g ngeluarin duit lagi..
tapi kadang pingiiin banget cari pengalaman hidup sendiri,tanpa harus ngurusin orang lain..karena selama ini hidupku berkutat dengan bagaimana membuat kedua adekku stay alive without my dad and my mom..
a bit pitty actually,,tapi kayaknya buat yg satu ini ak udh belajar untuk bersyukur sama yang diatas, i do enjoy taking care of my two sisters,walaupun kadang agak ajaib aja tuh dua bocah,cepeeet banget gedenya..hehe

this is my second year in university,im a sophomore,,hehehehe
merasa lebih dewasa,,btw, i've travel abroad last year,walopun harus dgn penuh perjuangan,,but still,i went abroad.
then i'll visit Harvard this year..soooo excited!!!

so,that was my life for last 4 years,,semogaaaa..msih bisa update lagi..
amin amin

Story about Daddy

There are some folks says,,"The best thing that daddy can do to love his children,is to love their mother" and my dad does such a great job of it,,we all three know it-me and my sisters-. My parents're dating since they're in 8th grade of junior high school,12 years of dating,till the death do them parts.
This two days,I do really think a lots about my Dad,,dunno why,I miss him so much this two days,
I mean,I do miss him everyday,but this two days seems like those old memories haunted me..My dad was and still a very great man,loves my mom so much,he barely can't hit the road if my mom not with him,he was an exportir,he speakes 5 different languages-6 if indonesian includes-,english,japanesse,france,dutch,and germany,and all of them just by books and movies..!!he was an aritst,he act,paint,sings sometimes,also writes a lots of good plays,he used to be in theatre group called "teter lingkar" if u are live in semarang for ur entire life,u might know it.
When a little girl go shop with her Dad,she might back home with bunch of things that mom would never ever bought it,,and we did exactly the same thing..
My dad always wore black,my mom told me there's a reason
my Dad's own a name that he is the only one who own it in this world,His name is Giwing Purbowinanrno,have u ever find another man names giwing??I bet that's my dad!!haha

Unfortunately this adorable,great,lovable,caring man passed away when I was 12 years old,kind of 6 years a go
I was in dormitory when that happened,my sister called me by phone,but they didn't told me what was happening,I insisted to go to school that day.Before the school started,one of my teacher called me-I do really remember it was my english teacher-she said my driver pick me up.then I went home,still had no idea what was going on. I arrived home,go to the front door,said assalamualaikum then my youngest sister came to me and said " sist,mom told me that daddy's gone",at that moment,no signs,nothing cross my mind,my tears exploded,I fall down to my knees..for the first time of my life,I cried without those kind of thinking things,u know..it's kind of hard to describe.
He was 37,at his very best moment,my dad passed away because of malpractical surgery,
a lots of pepople told us to sue the doctor or the hospital, but this is what my mom said " if i sue the doctor,it just wasting money,time,and energy,and whatever the results is won't bring my husband back"

I probably seems a bit brag about my Dad,,who cares??I love him,,

Daddy,is the only man that will loves you whatever you are,because he is..there's no excuses..
so treasure every moment with him,before it's too late..

Lullaby for the sinners..

Ak punya band,,akustik band tepatnya,bergenre pop-jazz,pokoknya yang slow gitu laahh..namanya Lullaby for the sinners..maksudnya kita menyanyikan lagu nina bobo bt para pendosa2 agar hatinya tentram dan cepet tobat..so u are the sinners,we are the lullaby..haha

lagu pertama kita,inspired by my real story,about my bloody stupid xboyfriend...haha,judulnya semarang kala itu..here is the lirik..

SEMARANG KALA ITU
by Lullaby for the sinners

Terjebak dalam waktu sendu
Berlari didalam pilu sungguh
Menari dalam tawa yang sunyi
Seperti ruang kosong dalam hatiku

Reff:
Menanti kabar burung dari jogja lagi
Tapi kau pergi dengan sahabatku
Oh hancurnya aku disini sendiri

Indahnya saat kau ucapkan cinta
Padaku saat gerimis itu
Tak kusangka kau mampu mendua
Aku pun terjaga dari mimpiku
(back to reff)

naah,,itulah lagu pertama kami..kita kan rekaman secepatnya..

welcome to my blog..!!

bukan yang pertama kali si mencoba buat menulis blog,,tapi alamat yang kemren aku lupa passwordnya..haha,,so stupid huh??
yah,that's me, a bit slumpy,but that's okay..haha

just wanna say hi,and welcome..

oke,,postingan pertama adalah,,ini aku gak bisa tidur,,bener sumpah nggak ngantuk,padahal besok--sebenernya bukan besok,tapi nanti pagi--aku ada UAS,,tapi sindrom liburannya,a.k.a hidup ala kelelawarnya masih belum hilang,agak susah emang kalo liburan gini,hawanya kepingin bobo malem terus..haha.padahal ujian ku jam 7 pagi,tapi emang ak berencana untuk nggak tidur,,tidurnya ntar aja habis ujian..mumpung melek gini harusnya aku belajar kek,,baca2 apa kek,tapi sumpah ak dah pusing baca catetan,dibolak balik gitu2 aja..haha
geopolitik lah,geo strategis lah,,apalah itu..pusing banget,,sebenrnya agak was2 juga,,baru pertama kali ngikuti UAS univ,maklum mahasiswi baru..hehe,takut ip jelek lah,takut SP lah,takut ngulanglah,macem2 deh..

eniwei,,masih belum ada topik yang terngiang dikepala sampe pengen nulis..huh
oh ya,,yang membaca ini tolong dunk buka my space,,
www.myspace/rolltrippers.com..silahkan dengarkan dan berikan comment ya..bukan bandku si,,punya temenku,bagus kok,mw kayak the sigit gitu,,sejenislah..ak disuruh promosi..haha,lumayan dapet kaos gratis dan tumpangn kemana2 seumur hidup...hahaha